So i fuckking hate your sticken guts. I can’t believe what an asshole you are! You are the rudest most disrespectful person i know, &you deserve all the bullshit you’re being put through. I have been nothing but nice to you, and all you do is fuck me over. You’re right, i don’t know how you feel and with the way you walk through life no one ever will. I used to wish i could understand you! But even after all you’ve put me through i was still there for you and you always pushed me away. You always have to push away all happiness that comes towards you. You fucked with my mind tooooo many times. You ruined my life. You ruined the way i see people. The way i love. All you do is feed people your bullshit and your stories of “what you’ve been through” Uhhh, last i checked you aren’t the only person that has had it hard! And you have the nerve to say that i lied to you! Everything you hear from people that hate me isn’t the truth dumbass! And we both know things you’ve lied about. You are soooo hypocritical its beyond ridiculous. I don’t know how i believed your bullshit for soo long. I wish you weren’t that guy. The guy that you fall completely for. The guy that you actually let in and told everything to. I’ve wasted so much time and effort on you. I chose you over a lot of things and people that actually care about me. I should have listened to all the people that said you were an ass, but instead i stood up for you! You don’t deserve me. But i do agree with you, people do make mistakes and its okay. And i think the biggest one i’ve made was bringing you back into my life. I should have left things the way they were when i deleted you from my life. Things were better. There was less pain. Less anger. I wish Halloween never happened, or disneyland, or big bear, or anything that ever made me think that you actually had a heart. That you actually cared about someone other than yourself. You used your clever little tricks and charm to use me at your convenience. But what i fucking LOOOVE the most is how you always have some sad story to try to make me feel sorry for you, well FUCK YOU. FUCK your stories. FUCK your busy ass schedule. FUCK how you’re soo stressed. FUCK your excuses. FUCK YOU!
I’m so glad we got this over with. I’m not gonna let you ruin me anymore. You are just another worthless person that walks this earth that i couldn’t give a shit less about. I don’t give a fuck about your existence. I HATE YOU.